About Me

In 2015 my life changed forever on a cold autumn night at my aunts apartment. After our dinner, we moved over to the salon to drink coffee and eat cake. On the two-seater i laid down with my head on my brothers lap, listening to the howling winds outside contrasted with the soothing crackling of the fireplace. While I was laying there, I became more and more serene, at ease, calm in the company of my aunt who had always been safe and secure. I proceeded to pray in the spirit, praying to YHWH to help alleviate my brother’s pain. I prayed and as i prayed my heartrate slowed and slowed some more. It continued to slow until there were significant breaks between each beat of my heart. Before i knew it, I, that is to say the me, left my body, and I found myself in the ceiling looking down upon my body. Then it happened. I left this realm, this physically locked-in universe, and traversed to what I can only describe as somewhere entirely other. I was pure spirit, engulfed in light, as though within the center of a large sphere of light. A commanding voice then spoke and said the following: “Helbred de syke, gi syn til de blinde” which means “Heal the sick, give sight to the blind.” After that command was conveyed, I zoomed back into my body and tears rolled continuously and uncontrollably from my eyes as I could not fathom the immensity of what had just transpired. To no surprise, I ended up at the hospital where their immediate conclusion was that I had suffered an epileptic attack. I protested and tried to explain that it had been a very real experience and that God had spoken to me. That fell on deaf ears rather quickly. They proceeded to put me through rigorous testing for epilepsi but eventually dropped that diagnosis. Many months went by and I was still awestruck by what had happened, and I wanted to give it a try, this healing of the sick and giving sight to the blind. I never got around to it, because I would start to experience overt synchronicities; meaningful coincidences as Carl Jung describes them. I could open a random page of the Bible and that particular page would correspond down to a T exactly with what I was just thinking about. Then the TV would echo the same topic, while the phone would ring and the same topic again came up. Impossible. So i became paranoid, and was convinced that I was being surveilled and monitored by intelligence agencies and/or the healthcare system. But then these synchronicities would take different forms, in ways that would be literally impossible to stage. Then I slipped into psychosis because it was all just too overwhelming. Was there someone from a parallel universe messing with me? Some time machine glitch in the matrix type situation. Anyway, no surprises here, i eventually got diagnosed with schizophrenia and am now on medication which blocks out all the signals. It’s not a life worth living to be honest. Nurses come to my home twice per day, every morning and every evening, to witness that i take the medication. This all came about because of an out-of-body-experience (OBE) where I heard God’s voice. Or someone’s voice that’s for sure. And the light was beautiful and my first feeling was regret that I didn’t go into the light. Now i feel like i am being persecuted by the state for my religious beliefs. Jesus said “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.” Anyway i have been drugged, imprisoned, locked away, isolated, wronged, and mistreated for many many years because of this. Through all these trials and tribulations, however, I have learned a great deal about myself. Including the very nuanced meaning of my NAME. This became of interest to me after members of the Jehovah’s Witnesses pointed out to me that GOD actually had a name, something I had previously not known. “Yes yes, a personal name to know Him by”. So the whole idea of the name was very important. Jesus did mention “I have made your name known, and will continue to make it known.” In Revelation we also find out that there will be a NEW NAME, “I am coming quickly. Keep holding fast to what you have, so that no one may take your crown. “‘The one who conquers—I will make him a pillar in the temple of my God, and he will by no means go out from it anymore, and I will write upon him the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the New Jerusalem that descends out of heaven from my God, and my own new name.”

I saw heaven standing open and there before me was a white horse, whose rider is called Faithful and True. With justice he judges and wages war. ¹² His eyes are like blazing fire, and on his head are many crowns. He has a name written on him that no one knows but he himself. ¹³ He is dressed in a robe dipped in blood, and his name is the Word of God. ¹⁴ The armies of heaven were following him, riding on white horses and dressed in fine linen, white and clean. ¹⁵ Coming out of his mouth is a sharp sword with which to strike down the nations. “He will rule them with an iron scepter.” He treads the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty. ¹⁶ On his robe and on his thigh he has this name written: